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Jason

Age when it happend: 18
Where it happened: her house
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 1
Category: Straight

So the last ones you have read are about situations they have not regreted. Let me tell you anout my first (and only) time.

She was 2 years older than me and not that attractive. I knew it was going to happen a week before it did. My friends had told me not to and that I would regret it, and while it was going on , all I could think about was what they had said and how disappointed my parents would have been, most importantly though how disappointed God was with me. It did not even feel that good. All it was was sex. It was not making love, just sex. I hate that it has happened although I have grown stronger from my mistake. The terrible feeling of how I had promised everyone that I would wait and often looked down on those thatdid not. Yet I had. If I have ever thought about suicide i did then. We are not even real friends any more because i can not stand looking for her. Another thing is that I always wanted my furture wife to be a virgin and now how can I say that when I am not. I feel I have let down everyone. And the worst part is that it is always on my mind and that there is no one I can tell. So this is my attemp to try to prevent you from making the same mistake that I have.

This goes out to all thoughs who have who are considering and to her (dana). Stay strong. I’m sorry. Matthew 6:12-6:15

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