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ryans house

Age when it happend: 14
Where it happened: ryans house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight

well i was dating guy for about a week, even though i was hooking up with his bestfriend for a couple months before. he was 18, i was 14.

still to this day, i will never forget, the first thing he ever did was buy me condoms. after about 5 days of going out we did ‘it’ at my bestfriends house. i regret it more than anything. i lost a couple friends, and i lost the one thing in me innocent. things changed immetietly. every since that day, everything has gone downhill.

we are still dating, its been 14 months, and our relationship is based on lies. not on my part, but his. all he did was lie to me, cheat, treat me like garbage, did things behind my back for 6 months, i could go on and on forever. and he always had a way to get me back, and i never knew why until now. his excuse was always “i was afraid to tell you and loose you”. my friends would get mad because i couldnt seem to leave him, and now i can’t tell them half of the stuff he does because they dont wanna hear it anymore. i kept going back to him, no matter how much he lied. STILL to this day he lies..

i feel like he was a part of me because i did loose my virginity to him. he says hes in love with me, and i say it back, but i dont think i truly am IN LOVE. i cant love someone who does this to me.

so my advice is NOT to do ‘it’ until you truly L-O-V-E someone. it was the worst decision i’ve ever mad.

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