FreidaMelaine

I was 14 years old, I had been in a relationship for 7 months, and he was the light of my world. I really loved him, and to this day I believe I'm not completly over him. He was the sweetest thing. I had been completly infatuated with him for over a year, and we had gotten really close over time. It was right before my birthday, and we had talked about having sex a few times. Well, I decided that I was ready, haha, I don't know if I really was or not. But when I told him that he was "the one" the look on his face was a Kodak moment. Just by the look on his face I knew that he knew how I really felt about him, It took his breathe away. So, my mom was working all night that particular night.. So I had him come down and stay with me, I didn't like staying in my old house alone. Well I decided I was ready, and he undressed me in the cutest fashion.. and we started making out, and everything started to get hazy, it was a blur, but I'll never forget the feelings I got that night. The emotions, the love. However, Him and I did not last but three months after that. We remained close, for nearly three years. Then we decided to try for a relationship again, only for him to cheat on me with a girl two years younger. And to this day I havn't talked to him. But I'll never forget my first time, or my first real love.