well …iam gonna tell u all about it…but its not great or nice at all…i regret it now very much.
i was dating this guy for about and i liked him becos i thought he is the best and no one is better than him
and i thought i can nver find someone better than him…he was a religious guy and we have never had sex or something like that…we have never kissed and …we were just dating and we were close friends and i was trustin him very much and i liked him alot
he said he likes me so much too and it went on till
once he was drivin me home late night….suddenly he stood the car somewhere in the darks…and said:honey i have to tell ya somethin”and i thought what he would like to tell me and what is that…i was thinkin about somethin like our lessons or so on…but he said”i was goin to tell u this for so long….sweety i love u so much”
i felt like….i need to hug him(we have never touched eachother)becoz he said that honestly….so i came closer and held him so close….i wanted to say that i love him so much too and i wanna stay with him….just i felt his hands moving on my hair and shoulders..suddenly i stopped and stared at him…and i kissed him…he hesitated a moment but after a moment i had his kiss back….it was a really sweet kiss…while kissin i really felt so hot….like iam gonna explore….his hands movin on my body makes me hot much more…he moved his lips to my neck and my ear…and licked my neck….he whispered that he loves me alot and he was dreamin of such thing….(same as me)
so things went so hot and he started reachin to my breasts…he took off my shirt and licked em…he was licking..biting…caressing my breasts my nipples…i was in heaven….i was just pushing his head and his hair….again he came to my face and we kissed
i dunno why or how …but i guess instinctly i went down on him and unzipped hims pants…and i felt something hard there…i have never seen that before…so really instinctly i started touchin him and his hard…he was really huge…he looked at me…with hesitation but i wildly put it in my mouth…i didnt let him decide…becoz i thought he would like it and iam in a right way….so i started lickin it and suckin it in my mouthit felt soft in my mouth…i could hear him moaning…so loud…he was pushing my head with his hand….and i was suckin the shaft…i thought i felt his precum but he immedately moved my head up and he opened my zip and took off my pants…he was moanin while doin that…i wasnt naked just he took off my pants…and i sat on his lap and i could feel his dick moving in to me….i was so wet…i was about to afraid but he kissed me and he moaned and ….he was so wild and i gave in compeletly!
that time i was thinkin like how iam enjoyin such moments with the one i love,,,,he was too wild and we were movin so fast….he entered me….and pushed me toward himself…we were movin up and down…so fast and we were both so hot and so wet….i felt like i cant take it anymore…while he moaned really loud…i guess it was an orgasm….coz something really strong came to me…and a great joy i can never describe came to me….(i guess we both orgasmed the same time)and we collapesed….on eachother…..i was about to hug him and kiss him for this nice moment…he wasnt concious though…i kissed his lips (a small spoiled kiss…like iam kissin to see what u say and what will u do…)and that woke him up…suddenly he pushed me back and hit my face…and said”what did we do????”what r these bloodes here all over us…..what the hell u did?????
tell me bitch what happened???
i was just shocked…i suddenly saw the blood all over my thighs…i was expecting him nice words to calm me down…i said”oh honey shhhh….nothing is wrong….we had some nice moments together”but he said”shut the fuck up bitch…what did u do to me???u seduced me…yes u seduced me…oh my god…i loved u and u did that….”get out of my car….
i was shocked really…he zipped his pants and kicked me out of his car late night….”get out…i loved u and u seduced me when i confessed u…u just wanted sex…i could guess u r a bitch…”i suddenly started cryin…i couldnt believe that…i did it becoz i loved him and i thought we r doin it coz we both agree about it…i just said”matt…i love u so much…”but he hit me on my face again…and went to his car…started it…and left….it was late night and i was half naked, bloody….and fucked up….
i cant remember how i reached to my friends house that night and made myself clean but i called him again but his father said he never wanna talk to me anymore….
u know what it feels like???oh its really a terrible thing….like u r willing to eat a sweet cake and when u have the first slice…and u think what a nice and sweet cake…suddenly its all bitter in ur mouth….it will ruin everythin…u know i guess the first time should be a nice memorial for someone….and please dont ruin it with someone u r not sure about or u dont trust in sex verymuch!
well it was a reall terrible thing for me…and i hate him alot….but never mind ….u can find someone u can trust!
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