so I met this guy who yrs younger than me we started hooking up in June and in july I said I wanted eventually to have sex. we both lead very busy lifes and barely got to see each other though we almost talked everyday online or something. So as time passed we would talk about it alot, write each other sexy email and stuff, you get the idea. We had seen each other and it was never the right time for any of us for one reason or another. So on saturday I went to this party and he was there, I didn’t know he would be there, it was mainly theatre people. So we barely talked that night until alot people left he was staying over night i planned on driving home soon. he was lyign on the couch talking to people and asked me to join him under the blankets so I did and we started touching each other while talking to people. He said he wanted to go to my car so I said I had to leave and asked him to walk me to my car, so it didn’t look like a big deal to everyone else. meanwhile my best friend was still at the party, so we’re in my car both of our pants are off and we are underneath blankets when i my friend is tapping at the window. shit- she was pissed that i left and that she found me with him, she isn’t too fond of him. so i got on pants when over to her and told i was still kinda drunk ( i dont think i was though) & told her i was making him leave. so she drives off but he stays in the car. he is in the front seat, lowers it and we take off our pants we both left our shirts on the entire time. so I rubbed his dick to get him hard and i tried lowering myself onto him didn’t work, so I got on the bottom. there wasn’t even really any kissing or anything else going on before that so i was kinda disappointed in that way also. so he begin putting his dick in me and it hurt sooo bad, he pulled out asking if i wanted to stop I said no and just let him keeping going. it was the worst pain i ever felt ever I was sobbing louding and it kinda felt like I was split in two and it was stinging alot. i prevented myself from actually crying somehow. Finally i hear him say im in. I couldn’ really tell I was in so much pain and i kinda began feeling him move in and out of me but it was still stinging and as the pain started to wear away he stoped I wasn’t sure if it was b/c he came or not but he said he was feeling bad b/c he hurt me so much and b/c we were in a car. so we cleaned up there wasn’t that much blood ( we had a towel under us).He left & I drove home in a lot of pain, I was fine the next day. I didn’t even feel different the next day, somehow thought I would. I really dont regret it but b/c of him I lied to my best friend, and had bad sex in my car. Not at all how i wanted my first time to go. We haven’t spoken yet to each other. I hope at least someone reads this and realizes no guy is worth lying to your friends to and that no matter how bad you may want someone, wait until it is exactly w/ who you want and where you want it to be, especially the first time. thanks for listening
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