I was like any other asian female raised in a very sheltered way.I was engaged for quite a few months b’fore marriage and got to know my fiancee well enuf . Deep inside I was really – really desperate for sex and cud not wait for our wedding night.
Well we first showered (seperately of course – I was too shy then). My husband turned off the lights. He then hugged me gently and surprisingly i got very scared of the unknown.
After a gentle kiss , he lay me down and slid his hand thru my blue silky camisole and kept tugging at my bra. I dunno what snapped inside my head then – i got up and unclothed myself ! apart from my panties. He kept repeating how pretty i was and how beautiful my boobs were and kissed me all over, sucked my tits, got me real hot inside my head. He then removed all his clothes, pulled off my panties , licked me all over down there. He tried hard to locate my vagina but cud not find it as it was sooo dark ! He could not take it anymore and cummed all over the sheets. Then he pushed his finger into my tiny hole (finally) but it wudn’t go in. By then i became very-very scared of his enormous penis and very nervous. So we slept. I woke him in the middle of the night as i was really aroused and wanted it bad then but somehow cud not bring myself to think that something so big can go in. So he kissed and sucked my clit and gave me an orgasm. I loved it. The next day night we tried again.He kept pushing his finger and i felt a sharp pain and made him stop. I wanted to urinate and when i did i saw blood – i knew i had lost my virginity then !
For sometime he kept trying to biggen my hole – but it still stayed tight and the poking and pushing was painful.I cudn’t walk or sit without feeling bad intermittent pain. So we went to a doc – she used a lubricant and her finger went right in !!
My husband and I took it easy then – it was plain obvious that though i wanted sex i did not feel fully comfortable with my husband yet . So we took it easy. We finally did it after 2 months of being married. It was still painful and i had to use a lot of lubricant in the early days of our sex life. But today we are delighted as parents with our baby and I am the one who is more sexually demanding than my hubby sweetest ! And no more lubricants !!
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