Travis

his name was travis and he had taken me to the prom at this age and since I hadnt known him that long I wasnt ready for sex. But he pulled into a parking lot and I kissed him it felt so natural he started squeezing my breast and then he slipped his hand up under my prom dress i asked him what he was doing and he said relax he pulled my panties off and said can i do it. At this point i was to overwhelm with passion to say no so I said yes. He pulled his pants down and got on me. He couldnt even find the right hole. then when he did it hurt so bad i just wanted to scream. I hated it. he went so fast i was just numb. My first time wasnt like everyone says theirs is. I was sore for 3 days after it and its only been 5 days since it happened. I was so scared I would be pregnant but thank God im not.I talked to him about it and hes like did u tell anyone and i said yes and hes like who and i said my aunt and he got all pissy. I wish I had just said no. I meant to say no i just couldnt say it. Believe me wait because ur first time is something ur suppose to cherish and I already hate mine. One plus though. After I stopped being numb and i felt it it felt good and now I just want more but not with him