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A big mistake

Age when it happend: 16
Where it happened: A friends house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 10
Category: Straight

This isn’t something I ever talk about. No one but me and the guy I did it with knows.

I had definitly changed a lot over the summer. I was taller, my hair was longer, I was skinnier, and my chest was bigger.(Which was kind of a suprise to me) This one guy who I really liked a lot was there. You see he’s not just an ordinary guy to me. I have liked him for almost three years at the time. I’m way too embarresed to even say his name. I made my first mistake by drinking alcohol. He was also under the influence. By 9:00pm we were out on the dance floor making out. I was so happy I was doing this but really wanted to do more.

We ended up going upstaris to one of the rooms. We were not totaly naked, but we didn’t have any pants on. We had sex for about an hour. He came in me twice. It hurt a lot but since I was so drunk I didn’t care. I never realized how big some guys dicks are.

I woke up at around 8:00am and I was on the bathroom floor with my clothes on. Till this day I can’t remember how I got there. I walked home wondering what the hell had happened. My parents weren’t expecting me until later that afternoon because they thought I was sleeping over at my friends house. They left to go out while I took a shower, then threw up everything I had eaten. I felt terrible. I started to remember everything that happened and begain to feel even more sick. My crotch hurt so much and my underwear had so much blood in it.

My period was a week late. But thankfully I got it. The worst part about this whole situation, is that the guy was one of my friends. It’s very uncomfortable being around him, and we no longer talk. I couldn’t walk normal for two weeks after. We both agreed not to mention it to anybody. But we also don’t really speak to each other. We rarley say hi in the hall and when ever our friends are talking to each other, we don’t even make eye contact. I really regret this because not only have I lost my virginity, but I’v also lost a good friend.



























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