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lost to someone I love very much

Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: his bed
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 4
Category: Straight

I was young and innocent, without knowing much about sex, I gave him my first time. I was 15 and he was 19 then. We knew through my friend’s boyfriend. He told me that he is interested in me and asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course I agreed, for he is such an attractive guy with hair dyed golden, tattoes on the back,a pair of watery eyes which seems to be talking and fair complexion. He is involved with some triad. We both are asians. I never know what he did outside, cause he sleeps in the day and goes out at night. He is quite loaded, always had huge amount of cash with him.
He is a cool and quite a quiet person with many triad members calling him ‘big brother’. There is always many his men following him from behind wherever he goes except when we go dating. He told me that he truely love me and said that he will commit suicide if I betray him. I love him very much as I knew that he loves me dearly too. Never knew that someone who does all kinds of illegal things could be so serious in relationships. I lost my virgin to him when I stayed overnight in his place for the first time.
That day was Friday, after school I meet him, we went shopping, have dinner and decided to go to his place to watch VCDs, he is living alone We watch in his room. We sat on his bed, with him behind me, he put his hand on my waist and hug me from behind, and I just lay my head comfortably on his shoulder. We were watching love stories. Maybe the show was too boring for me, I fall asleep on his shoulder. Then I felt a soft and gentle kiss on my cheek, I woke up. He gave me a sweet smile, saying that I looked very cute
when I sleep and he enjoyed looking at me. I smile and returned him with a light kiss on his lips. Suddenly, he looked deeply into my eyes, and got nearer. His lips touches mine and slowly his tougnue too. It was so comfortable, I felt his hot breath and he sucked my tougnue so gently. Slowly, he caressed me, down my neck. At this moment, I felt like giving him everything. Then his hand went inside me, touching me so gently, then he took off my long sleeve T-shirt and continue caressing me then his hand went up and unhooked my bra.
I was a bit embarassed for it was the first time I was half naked in front of a guy. His hand cup my breast and he touches my stand up nipple, then down his head went, he kissed and sucked my breast, the feeling was great, I was turned on. I held him with my both arms and then unbutton his white shirt. His hands went down and unzipped my shorts and pull them off. His hand went between my thighs and up ‘there’, then into my panty, he pushed them down and pulled them off. I then did the same to him. This was the first time I see a live erected
penis, I never expect it to be so big. I lied down, while he is kneeling, he pushed my legs apart and held them to his waist. He moved in and slowly put him into me, it was painful, I let out a loud cry but he is very gentle, he thrust slowly. But it became more and more pleasure, I start to enjoy it, he too let out some noise.He increased the speed then he put off his load and continued , until he became too tired.Then he gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead, lied down beside me, hugged me and we fall asleep. There, I lost my first time but
was to someone whom I love and who also love me. He was always so gently and the way he sleep looks like a child. You really feel like giving him all your love. But happy times were always very short, months later, he was caught by the police and jailed. We lost contact after that, but frankly speaking, until now I still missed him very much, very very very much……………

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