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its not everything

Age when it happend: 13
Where it happened: a friends backyard
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 9
Category: Straight

Ok this is not a wild, kinky, fuck story. It is however something you should consider.

I had just started to be really great friends with (we’ll call her Shelly) Shelly. Now we weren’t exactally the Girl Scout type and usually we ended up fried when I went to her house. One night Shelly and I were in here backyard camping-out (we were trying to escape her parents and planning to vandalize something). Well she had a nice looking older brother who was 15 at the time. He and some of his friends had told us earlier that they had a surprise for us. We were anxiously waiting to see what it was, and when they showed up we were thrilled! Between two of the guys they were carrying an entire cooler of beer and on top of the cooler was half an ounce of weed.
(I still wonder how I remember most of this….)
Well need-less to say about 1/2 an hour later we were so drunken and flying high as kites we didn’t care what was going on. (much less aware)
I remember lying on the ground and Shelly’s brother picking me up and telling me how great I looked and that he couldn’t wait to have me. (he was drunk but knew what he was doing) He carried me to where we were sleeping that night and proceeded to strip me of my clothes while his friend watched. Once all of my clothes were off he started eating me out and fingering me and telling me that I was really bad for letting him do this. Well this led to that and he ended up having sex with me. His friend (who is not able to get hard while he’s drunk) also tried to have sex with me but couldn’t achieve a hard on.
The next morning I remembered most of what happened and after alot of thought finally remembered that he used a condom (which had me sick at the thought of not using one)need-less to say I was very much relieved. I was kind of sore, but that pain was nothing compared to the pain I was having spiritually. It wouldn’t have been so bad if her brother hadn’t told everyone and ruined my reputation and broken me and my boyfriend up. After that I slept with one more guy because I thought he loved me and I was trying to ease the pain of what had happened that night. In the end he had sex with me just because he wanted some and he didn’t care for me at all.
I am just now getting over the shock, pain, and shame of what happened that night thanks to my very loving and supportive boyfriend. For some people when things like this happen its not so bad, but it was for me and could be for you. Its been almost 9 monthes now and I’m ready to have an intimate relationship, but its still hard because I wanted my first time to be with someone I loved and to be special and Shelly’s brother took that away from me.
Take my advice and wait until you find someone you truely love before you go all the way. Its better for your heart and makes the sex much better and way more intimate.
~D~

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