Where it happened: college
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 2
Category: Straight
My first time was with a guy I met in college. I thought he was so cool and cute and imagined that I was in love with him. He wasn’t good, and I tried to make him stop because it hurt so much, but he continued until he was done. After that he only wanted sex, so we started to argue and broke up.
Next guy wasn’t any better, but at least he didn’t hurt me. It actually felt kind of good, buy nothing special.
About a year later I tried again with a guy who knew my best friend, but he came in like ten seconds and then left.
Finally on my twenty-first birthday I went out with some friends to go to a bar, and everybody started encouraging me to drink lots. After only about four or five drinks I was already feeling pretty messed up, when an older guy sat near me and talked to me. He congratulated me on my birthday, and I asked him if he wanted to buy me a drink. Then he said no, that he wanted to give me the gift of experience and told me that I’d regret it if I played along with my friends and got completely wasted. That surprised me, but he continued by pointing out how stupid my friends were acting and said that a smart woman should know better ways to have fun.
We kept talking and he was buying me “virgins,” he said to sober me up. Already fairly drunk, and really liking him, I confessed that I wished I was still a virgin, like the drinks. He laughed and said there wasn’t anything he could do about that, but continued by asking me why I wished it. When I told him what jerks guys were, he said that guys usually learn to be a lot better as they get older. I wasn’t too drunk to catch on, so I challenged him and asked if he thought he was really better than those jerks, and I scoffed at him saying that I supposed he wanted to try to prove it.
I was surprised when he only smiled kindly and said that he’d love to prove it, but not unless I was sober and really wanted him to. Just a few minutes later (or so it seemed), it was closing time and I realized that I’d gone to different bars with this guy and had no idea where I was or where my friends were. He offered to drive me or pay for a taxi, whichever I preferred.
Usually, I’m very cautious, but I trusted him, so I said he could drive me. He drove me back to my dorm, kissed me passionately, and asked if he could check up on me the next day to be sure I was ok. I said yes. When I woke up, though, I began to have second thoughts about having invited some older guy (I’d later learn he was 47) to come to visit me to see if I was ok. What sort of pervert might he be? So I was really nervous when he called me that night, but he was so charming that I agreed to meet him for one, and he stressed the word “one”, drink. We talked and he was even nicer than I remembered. About a week later, after a few more meetings, we started making out. Then, the next weekend I went to his place and he made love to me. It wasn’t the first time I had sex, but it was the first time anyone ever made love to me. It was incredible! I never really knew what an orgasm was until that night. He was a little bit fat and not especially handsome, but he was so kind and gentle and knew exactly what to do to drive me insane. Even afterward he was so wonderful to me! He didn’t allow me to act like a girl any more, but like a real woman.
For the next year, until I graduated, I had sex with him many, many times. He taught me about love and sex, and I will never ever forget him. Now I’m with a nice guy near my own age (he’s 32), and I’m hoping it’s for a lifetime. Let me tell you, though, unless you are ABSOLUTELY certain you love a young guy, and sometimes even then, DON’T have sex with him. Younger guys will lie and cheat and do anything just to use you. Try to meet an older guy, like at least thirty, who really likes you and knows how to treat you like a real woman. Otherwise, sex sucks. If the guy knows what he’s doing, though, it can be the most incredible thing in the world. I wish my first time had been better.
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