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what a waste

Age when it happend: 14
Where it happened: the back of his truck
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 6
Category: Straight

Okay well heres my story, I was about 14 years old and he was 20. Tony was my brothers best friend and i had been in love with him ever since i was 10 years old, I thought he was so hot and so sweet. So we would always flirt and joke around with each other, and when i was like in 6th 7th grade i made up my mind that i was in complete love with this guy. I smoked my first blunt with him in 7th grade and i enjoyed every second of it. so we would continuously smoke every weekend during the day when i got out of school and stuff. Well things started to get really hot, and we both knew it. We always talked about having sex and stuff……but i never thought in a million years that it would ever happen. I could have sworn Tony had way too much respect for my brother. Well like i said, him and i only smoked during the day. Well it was Easter of 97, and he called me and said “hey-you wanna meet me at my house at 11:15 so you and i can smoke a blunt alone – it’ll be real special ….. i promise!” So i absolutely flipped out!(I was in my first year of high school by this time) I called all my friends for opinions on what i should wear and everything, so i got ready and snuck out of my house. He did live across the street from me. So we met each other there and he handed me a blunt and he told me that it was mine and he had one for himself, so i took it and smoked with in 15 minutes, i was ripped! So he asked me if i wanted to go in the back of his explorer. And of course, me oblivious to the world agreed in a heartbeat. So we started to mess around and i felt his dick – i remember it being so small. And he asked if i had ever had sex bofore and i said “no” and he kissed my forehead and said “sweetheart, this goes nowhere, only you and i are to know about this” I was so stoned and i agreed. Well heres the sad part of my story, I dont remember the feeling of my first time, nor will i ever, and that really upsets me. I just remember being so high i thought i was gonna die. Sex with him is fine now, we are still going at it, but he and I will never be anything but and i still know i am in love with him. Always have been and probably always will. Thank you

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