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i loved her so much

Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: my house
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 4
Category: Straight

Hey all

First of all before i start this story,i want all you losers out there who forced your g/fs into it
to take a good long thought at what you did and whether or not she still loved you after,
my g/f and i were so totally in love,i knew her since 1st
grade and we were inseparable since then,anyway to get to the chase.

My dad had gone out of town for a week,and she had snuck over to my house for the night(this wasnt the night we made love)
me and her snuggled in my bed,side by side,i held her tight in my arms,this wasnt the first time we had slept together,stripped to our skivies
but i loved her too much to ask for sex,she we had fooled around a lil but nothing serious.
then she kissed me b4 she fell asleep,this wasnt just a regular kiss,this was so passionate i felt myself get hard almost immediatly,then i accidently bumped my
cock against her leg.She looked down,looked at me,then said:im sorry,did i do that to you?”

i laughed and told her there was nothing to b sorry for,we didnt do anything that night and fell asleep.

I walked her home that morning and then came home and hung out all day.

then she phoned me crying,i asked my sweetheart what was wrong and she said her dad and mom had told her
they were moving to the States the next month,i was devastated,i felt my knees give way and i fell on my ass with a thud.

She told me she didnt want to go,she said she couldnt bear having to leave me,im sorry if any printing in this is messed
as my tears of memory are blocking my vision,anyway,she came over and clung to me for dear life and i held her back.
we didnt say anything to eachother,just went and sat down and snuggled,she buried her face in my chest and i ran my fingers thru
her hair feeling my heart ache,i couldnt believe she was leaving,i wanted to cry but my throat had locked into a knot.
She said she loved me to much to go,i looked into her eyes and said:no matter what happens ill always love you,no matter how far,
or anything,ill love you untill the stars grow cold.”

with that her crying stopped,she held me tight(almost keepign me from breathing properly)and kissed me hard and said she’d never stop loving me.
then she said a time for somthign had arrived,i honestly at the time had no clue what the heck she meant,i looked her deep in the eyes and asked her what,she smiled and said id found out.

She then took my hand and led me to my room,then she pushed me down onto my bed and came down atop me.
she kissed me and i sucked on her tongue and by this time i was so hard it hurt,i squeezed her breasts gently and she nibbled on my ear and whispered in a hushed voice:i want you to have the first.

i was shocked and looked back at her,i asked her if she was serious and she nodded,with that i kissed her passionately and slipped my hands up her shirt and into her bra,she moaned a little bit and rubbed my cock thru my jeans and
unbuckled them,i slipped her shirt and bra off and kissed her breasts gently,i was inexperienced so i was going along blindly hoping i did it right,i think i did.
by this time she had her hand inside my boxers and was rubbing my cock,i slipped her bellbottoms off and she slid my tommy jeans off and slid down my boxers,then i slid her panties off and began to gently finger her,my finger slid in so damn easily i was a lil suprised how wet she was.
Then i laid my angel down and asked her once more if she was really ready and she kissed me and at the same ime grabbed my hips guiding me over her.

once i was over her she grabbed my cock and put the head into her clit,then she told me to go in,so i pushed gently,trying to not hurt her even though i knew that was inevitable.
She grimaced a little but didnt ask me to stop,i felt a little bad for hurting her,then i came to a barrier i knew it was her virginity,i told her to brace herself and she grasped my shoulders and i pushed through quickly trying to make it quick.
She yelped and a tear came down her cheek and i was having one hell of a time keeping still inside her untill she got used to it,it felt so good,it felt like her clit was massauging my cock,it took about 2 moinutes b4 she told me to thrust,but during those two minutes i wanted to jitter and jive inside her,i didnt,i sait still.
She grabbed my ass tight and we just began to move together,thrusting and sweating,it took us only a minute to cum but we both did,and when i told her i was going to and began to pull out she grabbed my ass and held me in and said she couldnt get knocked b/c she was on the pill,i came deep inside her and we switched so she was riding me and we both came again.
That night we did it alot,we gave eachother more love then we had ever given,and we had givin it with tireless energy and desperation against the coming dawn.

and when we were finished i held her tight in my arms,my chest all warm and tingly and my heart thumped with soul satisfaction,i ran my fingers through her hair as i held her,thinking and wondering why god makes people find true love but then makes the break,its just not fair and it hurts so much.
The thing unique about our love is that,i didnt have a job,niether did she,we never got money from our parents,we made our own d ates,whether it was a picnic or just a night of watching tv,the inportant factor is we were in love,all you need is love in a relationship,tjhats what counts is the love.
While i held her i realized how much she meant to me,and when she moved she held me tight and kissed me and told me not to forget her,then with a single tear on her cheek she got inot her parents car,and as they drove away she waved and i nodded,that was the last time i saw her.

that moment in time hurt my heart really bad,i didnt know it at the time but it was oart of growing up,the thing about it is,u dont grow up all in one place,and if you experience love while growing up its the best thing in the world.

but since then i havnt had the strength to move on,i cant help thinking and hoping that somday ill b back with her,that ill b able to hold her tight in my arms at night,i know its futile,since she lives somwhere in the states and im in canada,but the thing about hope is that it damns some people from happiness,and i wont stop my hope untill i can hold her,and if that time doesnt come untill i die then so be it,she meants,and still mneans,the world to me
,and i wont move on,i know alot of you adults out there reading this think that us teens dont know what love is,that most of us are just drug addicts or criminals,but stop for a minute and think back to when you were young,im sure some of you were in deep love,and ive learned that you dont have to be a certain age to have love,it comes from the soul,and my soul will always b connected with hers.

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