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All Smiles

Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: the woods
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 6
Category: Straight

He had been trying to get it from me for about 3 months and I was really scared of it. Everyone had always told me it would make me cry because it hurt so bad. I liked to fool around, but I never could bring myself to have sex with him. Then one day I told him to come for a walk with me. We went out into some woods by his house and I told him what I wanted. He wouldn’t give it to me. To make matters worse, I got the worst case of poison ivy I’ve ever had. I was pretty mad. I still have scars on my legs from it. So one day we went fishing in a pond behind his house. We had to go out in some other woods to dig up worms. I kissed him and we started fooling around and I told him I wanted to have sex, and he asked if I was sure, I said yes, so we started taking our clothes off. We had sex right there in the woods. It didn’t hurt near as much as anyone said it would and I didn’t cry. It sucked though. I did it because I was in love with him not because I wanted to have sex with him. I didn’t have much of a physical desire for him, and that made the fact that he sucked in the sack even worse. I haven’t had another guy since then, but I’ve learned the difference between wanting sex because of love and wanting sex because you want him and his body bad. The latter is better. There’s this guy that I’d been friends with for a long time and there was nothing sexual going on between us. I’d never even given him a hug. One night we were looking out a window and talking about serious stuff. I started playing around and I kicked him in the butt and he kicked me in the butt and we started wrestling. We ended up on his bed in each others arms. I looked at him and he looked at me and we stared at each other for a couple minutes and then we kissed. He rolled over on top of me and we kept kissing. He kissed so good–with just enough tounge but not too much. He had a 5 o’clock shadow that felt so good against my cheek as he kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear lobe. He pressed himself deep between my legs an d I groaned because I wanted him so much. We still had all our clothes on. Then he rolled over so that I was on top of him and asked me what I wanted to do. I told him I didn’t want to have sex because my friend had been trying (unsuccessfully)to get him into bed for over a year. He told me that she wasn’t his girlfriend so she couldn’t do anything about it. I still didn’t want to hurt her feelings so I told him we couldn’t. A couple of nights later I showed up at his house. He was asleep, so I went into his room and said his name to wake him up. I told him I had changed my mind and that I wanted him, but that I had to leave soon. We kissed and I didn’t leave for 45 more minutes but we still didn’t have sex. I had never wanted anybody so bad before and I probably never will, but he found some other girl to get with because he thought I was just teasing him and I wasn’t serious. He’s wrong. Whenever he’s single again, I’m gonna get him.

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