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Age when it happend: 16
Where it happened: motel
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 9
Category: Straight

I was 16 and had begun to date this guy who was 20. He made it pretty clear early on that he found it frustrating not having sex with me when he felt so attracted to me, but I told him I wasn’t ready yet.

One night, after about three weeks of dating, we were in his car making out. As usual he had his hands all over me, and had my top partly unbuttoned. We were kissing like there was no tomorrow. I resisted as he tried to unbuckle my jeans. He whispered “I need you so badly – this is so frustrating”.

Eventually we stopped making out, and he started up his car. But instead of driving me home, he drove to a motel in the next town. He looked into my eyes and said “I need you to prove your love for me.” He went and got a key to a room, then came back to the car for me. “Please, I’m not ready” I pleaded but he was firm.

I took his hand, and we went to a room at the end. I was crying a bit as he undressed me down to my pink panties. He kept soothing “it’ll be wonderful, you’ll like it, I promise”.

We hugged and he gently slid my panties off and I was totally naked. Then he folded back the sheets to the bed, and eased me onto the bed. I was so scared of getting pregnant, and what my parents and friends would think of me. I tried one last time to discourage him, but his mind was set.

Soon I felt the heat and weight of his body as he lay on top of me. A few minutes later I felt his erect penis as he began to press againsy my virginity. It hurt a lot as he took my virginity, but the really scary part was afterward. He was so excited now that he didn’t seem to hardly notice me. Then in a moment that I will always remember as complete panic I felt his body tense and his sperm flowing into my unprotected body.

After that he seemed interested in nothing but sex, and we had sex maybe ten more times in the next week. A few times we used a condom, but many times we did it unprotected.

I wasn’t surprised when my period didn’t come, and I found out that I was pregnant. By then, you guessed it, he had dumped me and was dating someone else. My message to you if you are a young girl is to wait until you are SURE. Also, don’t ever have unprotected sex. I don’t know why I was so dumb.

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