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Age when it happend: 16
Where it happened: El Salvador
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 2
Category: Straight

I was taken to this “massage house” by my father when I was visiting him one time. I thought that I was just get a rubdown but when we went inside and all the women present were partically naked it dawn on me that I wasn’t just get a friendly “massage”. My dad talked to the madame and chose a woman for me but I didn’t like her. He had already paid for her, so he offered her to my half brother and he galdly accepted. Angrly my father asked me which one I liked and I chose the last one in the line. She was 21 and to my surprise her name was Delmi, which happens to be my cousin name. She asked me if I wanted to talk a while or just go do it. I was bursting for the excitment so I said let’s get it over with and I followed her into one the rooms. We spent, from what my father says, about two hours in there. At first I was burning from the passion but since it was my first time I was out of sync and I didn’t know how to do a lot of things. I was so nervous that I didn’t come at all, but she did a couple of times. She didn’t make any grunting noises and there wasn’t any fireworks coming from me either. The only time I was comfortable was when we were just lying together talking and that was interrupted by a knock on the door. Shortly after that I put on my clothes and left. To my dissapointment my brther had an amazing time with the other girl and said that it was the best he ever had. A few days later an uncle of mine invited me to the same “massage house” and I chose the same girl this time it was night time and it was raining so the mood was better set and this time I was actually doing it right, going with the rythm sort of speak. We did it for so long that her legs were burning and I was completely drained of any energy. But again I didn’t come. I was relaxed but not that much. To me the whole experience was very emotional and I think that I actually felt real affection for her. But I realized that she was a prostitute and that to her I was just a virgin that she got to break in. The worst part was that I didn’t use a condom even tough I had a pocketful. Because of that I’ve been worried for the past six years that I have AIDS or some other STD. It’s pretty much ruined my sex life since everytime the subject of former partners comes up I have to tell the truth and that pretty much kills any relationship. So in the long run it wasn’t that good for me, and I wish that my father had been respectful to my original decline of the going to the “massage house”. But I guess this shows that you can’t buy happiness becuase when you try it only brings grief.

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