ok. well i started going out with this guy, he was very expierenced and he knew what he was doing. we had planned that that day was going to be teh day we did it. i was very scared. but he was very supported. he told me that for me to relax he told me to take my clothes off and to lay on the bed. so i did that. when i laid on the bed i was naked and he started to take off his clothes. i was very scared at this point i didnt want to go through with it. but it was already to late for me to chicken out. well when he laid on the bed he started to finger me and kiss me. i was so nervous that i was shaking. finally he asked me if i was ready and i nodded to him. he got on top of me and he put it in. it hurt it was like a lot of pain at first but when he finally stuck it in their it was hurting as bad but it still kind of hurt. when we finished i was shaking really bad. he just held me in his arms and told me that it was going to be ok. he was a very gentle person. But i regret loosing my virginity with somebody that i did not love.
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