Ok well i have always prided myself on being level headed and knowing what i wanted and having sex before i 8 was deffently not part of the plan.
So anyways it was wierd because i had just meet him. (not giving any names, its not right)We had seen eah other once and then the day we saw each other he took me back to his place and i was totally under my right mind and i knew i wasnt going to give into what i knew he wanted (boy was i wrong). Anyways we went back to his place and i meet his roomates girlfreind and then i watched him play on the computer and then he played his playstation game and what not and then as soon his roomates girlfriend left he went to his room. I sat on the chouch a little bit longer and then i went in after him. He asked me to close the door and i did. No harm in closing a door right? Well, then i layed down beside him and we started kissing and what not. Then i stopped and asked him what he wanted. His answer (as if i didnt know this was coming) was i want you so much. Me being who i am gave in easly and i was pissed not at him but at my self as he was undressing me i was on the verge of tears and then he said ok now u have to spread them (being my legs) and i was so embarresed and i did so and he got on top of me and that was it i didnt have time to stop i dont want to anymore i changed my mind this is wrong i didnt have time to say any of this. It was in me before i knew it and then it hurt at first though i always heard that it hurts the whole time well no it didnt but still it didnt last long because during it he was like “fuck my roomate is supposed to be home anytime now we cant do this right now” and i was like “what” but that was ok i was happier to have my clothes back on and then i went to the living room and sat on the chouch with my legs closed so tight it was not funny and i almost had tears coming down my face when he came out of his room. He then came to me and asked if everything was ok and i just nodded and he gave me a kiss by this time i was sick to my stomch and i just couldnt beleive what had just happened it was such a mistake and well the thing is that i slept with someone i didnt even want to. i like this other guy better and he is who i wanted badly. But that was my first time. Oh and when i got home right after that i came upstairs to my room and cried because i knew it was a reallyt stupid thing to do, but you cant take back whats been done.
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