Where it happened: his bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
Well, me and my boyfriend had only been going out for a couple months. We had kissed and done other things, he had put his finger in me and things like that, but I had never touched him down there. For one, i was nervous, it was my first time doing anything with a guy, and i knew he had been sexually active with his last girlfriend, and since i didn’t know what i was doing, i didn’t want him to compare me to her, in a way like “my ex was so much better”. so i would just kind of sit back and let things happen. then one night a little while before i was leaving for college, we were messing around, the room was dark, lit only by the TV, and things went a little further. i guess he decided it was time we went farther because he took off his shorts and i didn’t tell him no so he went inside me. he only went in and out a couple times and then i think he got nervous or something because he didn’t finish. i really had no idea what was going on. it hurt a little but come to think of it, maybe it didn’t hurt as bad and there was no blood because he didn’t get far enough inside me, i mean, like i said, he got nervous. then he just laid down on me and said he was sorry for two things, one for doing that, and two because he didn’t keep it up or whatever. i was just like, oh okay. i mean, i still didn’t know what to do, or what was going on. it was my fault that my virginity was taken from me, i should have been more into it and said no, let’s wait, or whatever. we never talked about it beforehand, it just kind of happened. it is still kind of a foggy memory. i always wanted my first time to be special and memorable, but there is no changing it now. and my boyfriend, we talked about it months later, he didn’t even remember WHERE we were, or when it was. i mean, i didn’t remember the exact date or anything (cuz like i said, it wasn’t that special) but at least i knew it was on his bedroom floor, not in his campus bed!! But that’s ok. We are still going out a year later and in fact we just got engaged. Sex is great now, especially now since i think i love him a lot more. i think before i was holding back because i didn’t know if we would make it while i was away at college, but i came back so its all good now. Oh yea, sex is real good now.
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