It was December, the month of my birthday, I was about to turn 19. I had this friend who I had known for about a year. We were pretty close. We used to play the usual games like truth or dare and I never. The farthest we had ever gone before was making out on my bed. I had really strong feelings for him and was in love with him. I know he felt the same way for me. Since we were both pagan, we usually had our magickal rituals together. It was the night of my birthday, my parents had gone out of town because my grandfather had fallen down the stairs. I was so upeset that I called him and asked him to come over. He was there in about 10 minutes. He consoled me and told me everything was going to be ok. I felt so safe with him. We were in my room and laying on the bed together.. He was holding me in his arms when he leaned over and lightly kissed me on the mouth. I kissed him back and we made out for a while. This time was different because we weren’t doing it as a game, we were doing it cause we both wanted to. The next thing I know he reached over and started to unboutton my shirt. I slowly ran my had up his back and felt him shiver. I just let him keep going and by the time i realized what was really happening, i was fully undressed and so was he. We just looked into eachothers eyes and stayed quiet for a while. Then came the question “Are you ready?” he said. and I kissed him with more passion than ever before and said yes. From that moment on, i wasn’t scared at all, not at the pain, or anything. He kissed my breasts and carressed them gently. Then he ran his finger down lower and lower until he found my clit. he started to massage it, which felt great. I was moaning so loud I though the neighbors would hear me. He then put on a condom and spread my legs. At first I was really tight, but then he pushed gently in and I let out a scream. He just kept going and told me the pain would subside. It did, and when it did, I started to really enjoy myself. I rode him for about 15 minutes until i climaxed and so did he. But we still wanted more.. so he put on another condom and fucked me all night. YES! YES! I was screaming. I never thought I could feel so much pleasure time. We went at it all night on and off. I am still with him but we are married now. he was my first and my last and I will love him forever.