I had been in College for four or five months. My friend Marie had a boyfriend Frank and they were sleeping together. Neither of them knew I was a virgin. I was saving myself for a boy I really liked back home.
Myself and Marie and Frank went to the bar one night at about seven for a quick one. We met some people there and more people came in and joined us, and the next thing I knew it was closing time and we were in somebodyâ€™s car heading for somebodyâ€™s flat.
By midnight I had had way too much to drink and I was talking to this very attractive guy and he was obviously attracted to me and I suddenly thought “My God, girl, you’re going to do it!” When he took my hand and led me to the bedroom I just followed him meekly. I was shaking but he didn’t seem to notice. Then he shut the door.
I was expecting a little love-making- well, wouldnâ€™t you? But he started undressing, just as if I wasnâ€™t there. Boy, that guy was full of himself. I was standing there like an idiot watching him, then of course I had fallen behind, so I had to take my clothes off really quickly. When I was naked I didnâ€™t know what to do next. So I just lay down on the bed and opened my legs. At last he seemed to notice me and came over, with a hard-on that I thought was going to knock off the ceiling. I wanted to laugh, half for the silliness of it and half in pure hysteria. â€œMake some conversationâ€, I thought. I took hold of his prick and said â€œYouâ€™re not going to put that in me, are you?â€ He looked at me with a pained expression and I thought â€œHe wants me to lie back and close my eyes and let him just do itâ€ so thatâ€™s what I did. He got on top of me then, buried his face in the pillow, and started poking blindly at my legs with his thing. I finally figured out that he was waiting for me to guide him into me (does the woman always have to do that?), so I took it and rested it against the hole, and he stuck it in. I braced myself for the pain but it slid right in – no resistance, no tightness at all. But oh, the feel of it! Why did nobody ever tell me it felt like that? Like, I figured it had to be good or the whole world wouldnâ€™t be doing it but, oh fuck, it was good. Thatâ€™s exactly what I said: â€œFuck, thatâ€™s good!â€ I was afraid he would be annoyed, but he liked it. He grinned like a boy, and started thrusting harder. Thatâ€™s another thing they never told me about – the way his balls slapped against my behind when he rammed it in.
I guess it went on for about ten minutes, and it just got better and better until suddenly, without warning, I just exploded. Never before or since have I experienced anything like that moment. I must have been really thrashing about because the next thing I felt him exploding inside me. That was when I realised he wasn’t wearing a condom. I started doing calculations furiously, and by the time I’d figured out that I was probably okay he had fallen asleep. So I got dressed and went back out to the party. Marie and Frank brought me home and I never saw the guy again. Never even knew his name! Well, if you’re reading this and you recognise youself, I’ve been sexually active for s now (and how!) but you’re still the best fuck I ever had.